Psychic mediums help.

So since I was a small child I have always been able to feel presences around me. I never thought much of it to be honest when I was 8 my father brought an old house and what I felt in there was not good I don't know how to explain it but you just don't feel good about it, I did see the "thing" ( I don't like using the D word) but I did see it on one occasion and shortly after that the experiences became much worse to the point my dad fled the house with us and later sold it getting older I had always had the ability to feel spirits around me or if there were any in a home when I met my husband his brother has passed away and everytime I went to my MILs house I could feel him there.. one day I was sitting in the lounge with my newborn daughter at my mother in laws by myself watching tv and I saw him walk up to me and vanish. Even now I can feel when a spirit is visiting my home or if there is any inothee homes but I've only ever seen spirits or "other things" about 5 times in my life I'm 22. Im unsure what to do at this point I don't know if I want to explore this more or leva wit be and if I do explore it I'm unsure as to how I'm supposed to. I'm in no way a medium or what not as I've never been able to communicate with them I only feel them and every once in a while see them. What on earth am I?