im pathetic

Ive been asking my bf to take me out and make time for me but yet he was locked up in the room all day watching football. Even though he promised we would go to church nd out for lunch nd a movie. I went to church by myself hoping he still want to take me out when i got home before he goes to work but I got tired of sitting bored and lonely i get all dressed up nd cute like i have somewhere to go. He doesnt even gaf when i tell him im going out. Now im sitting in a parking lot trying to pretend i went somewhere for atleast an hour because i have no friends and nothing to do. Edit...And yes I understand i need my own friends but doesn't every woman on here want to get dressed up nd go on dates sometimes