does is ever get easier?

Ashley
It has been almost a week since I had my ultrasound and was sent to the hospital due to a possible ectopic. They scheduled my surgery for the following morning. After being in surgery for 3 hours for them to run a scope and see where my baby was I am told that it was in fact an ectopic and that they had to take take my right tube and ovary. They said my baby measures over 7 weeks and that my tube was already leaking. I had my daughter 8 years ago I have always wanted to give her a baby sister or brother so when I found out I was pregnant I was over the moon excited that I was finally able to give her just that all for my baby to be taken away! He said I had a lot of scar tissue that he scrapped out maybe that had something to do with it. We will never know exactly all we do know is that our baby was loved no matter what. It's just had to not blame yourself with something like that happens.