ugh I hate everything

I am having one of those days where the PCOS and all the shit that comes with it is really getting me down. I feel terrible for letting it get to me because I have so many friends who have terminal illnesses and in the respect I'm healthy, but being a teenager with PCOS sucks, I have those moments all the time where I get overwhelmed by all the extra or missing hormones. I hate all the extra hair, I hate losing hair, I hate the acne, I hate being overweight, I hate my stupid irregular periods, I just hate everything, and the fatigue from fucking hypothyroidism isn't helping either. Sorry for the rant I know there are bigger problems out there 😕😭