I feel forgotten....

*disclaimer* this post isnt about sex or peroids i just need somewhere to talk ---

So my sister lived with my aunt and her kids for years and she moved out maybe 2 years ago and she is still really close with them and she visits them all the time and i just feel like they are more of her siblings then i am...

Theres 12 years between my sister and i but shes my only one so ive always been really close with her but i still feel like she likes them more then me...

And she was going to fly down to visit me (we live 12 hours away but its only like an hour flight) but she hurt her foot really bad and said that she couldn't move around due to crutches so she stayed with my aunt and went shopping with all of them and went to fairs and stuff and my cousin got engaged and i really want to be happy for her but i just cant.. I feel angry and mad and i just want to yell at her and my aunt when they called because she wants to get married at christmas time so my sister was going to stay up there for the wedding instead of flying down here like she was originally going to...

I just really miss her and i haven't seen her since January and i feel forgotten...