don't tell my husband but...

We are both older and got pregnant thanks to IVF. We have discussed and decided that we would have only one child after losing one of our twins at 12 weeks. We are so extremely blessed to have our beautiful 10 week old daughter, our strong survivor, but I can't help but think about our 5 frozen embryos and our sweet angel baby in heaven too. I am absolutely loving every second of motherhood and often imagine another child and my daughter as a big sister.

I will gather the guts to have the conversation with my husband, but until then I thought I'd share.