feeling defeated

Yet another guy comes and goes. This one didn't have time for me. Seeing him once a week for 2 months really sucks, he never called only texted, I didn't even really know much about him bc we never had any long talks or anything. I'm at a loss. Losing all hope. I'm 34, back to single, no kids. I think maybe my dream of being a mom and wife are no longer possible. Thoughts? Should I sign up for a paying dating site like match or eharmony? Maybe I'll have better luck and guys will be more serious? This is so depressing. I have so much love to give and no one wants it....