what to do when you lose your V-card with a Fuckboy?!

I just lost my V-card with a Fuckboy! I didn't realize it before because I was really into him and he seemed into me, but I all changed like a week ago, but I didn't see it. 
He called me on Saturday to hangout and of course I went. We had a lot to drink and one thing led into other and then the sex happened! It wasn't afoul, it was actually pretty good for the first time. It did hurt but not a lot, it was more uncomfortable. 
We talked today and at first I was angry because we didn't discuss anything. But now almost 3 hours later I was thinking about fuckboy song that I saw on facebook and it hit me; HE'S A FUCKBOY! 
And now I feel stupid because he played me and he played me good for 2 months! 
He said we are friends but more than I think about it I don't even wanna see or hear about him because I'm discussed! 
Basically I don't know how to deal with it because I did have and still have feelings for this guy. I don't know if I want to cry or punch him in the face. 

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