But my husband had to start back to work on Monday (yesterday) and I've been falling more and more into such a sad trap I can't get out of. I cry so much throughout the day, I have thoughts like "maybe I got pregnant too soon" or "I wish it was just my husband and I again" and I hate these thoughts because my son is my world. I don't have much of an appetite, it's currently 4 pm and I haven't ate a single bite of anything at all, and I'm still not hungry. I don't sleep at all, my body is drained. I'm also home alone all day every single day because my husband is at work and I notice that I get way more sad being alone all day, I'm just so so sad. I feel sad because I had him so early (out of my control but still) I'm sad because when I try and pump for him I can barely get anything at all. 

When will this get easier?