I'm really not sure why I'm so jealous

So I have two kids (I'm so done) and not wanting more. I have a coworker who got married in sept and said she wants to ttc ASAP. She keeps liking things on fb that are baby related so I think she might be pregnant. I'm so green with envy and jealous 😒. I can't come to terms with why...maybe it's the excitement of a first pregnancy again? Maybe. Or maybe subconsciously I miss being pregnant? Maybe an outside view can help me...has anyone experienced this before? How do I get over it? I hate feeling this way...
Btw we're not friends, I don't like anyone that I work with unfortunately. I don't plan on going back to that job, soon as my Mat leave is almost up I'll be applying for a new job. Please help!!!
Edit: yes I'm very happily married, I have the "million dollar family" as they call it..boy and girl (although I always visioned having two boys- I love my girl to bits) have a great home, amazing career....I got it all lol 😊
EDIT2: due to complications can't have anymore + even if I could hubby is done lol... 

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