why now!?!💔😢

Well just found out horrible news today... my dad has had colon cancer for 6 years now, he did chemo last year and thought it helped but he went to the Dr today to find out it's back and if he doesn't do chemo again he probably has a year if that left.. I'm pregnant with his first grandson and he was planning for to come for the birth in February but can't now since he'll be starting chemo in January.. I don't know what to do, my step sister in Michigan with him is giving me a hard time about trying to get up there for xmas but it's expensive and I'm scared of the stress of having to leave him is toooo much while pregnant... I can't believe this is happening now I feel like I can't get a break😩😢🔫