it's just what I'm feeling..

I see women getting pregnant and there they are with their loved ones. Side-by-side happy as ever. I see pictures, I see it in front of my face, and just simply all around me... it makes me so sad in the inside knowing that i'll probably never be close to that... like I said I'm not jealous nor hate the people that I see but it just breaks me inside knowing the fact that I have to be a single mother.. it just brakes me down every time. It's hard not having support from that special person specially at least them showing any efforts for their child... I am in need of prayers I'm not saying it because of me but because of my baby that has liquid in one of his kidneys (more than average) please... I'm losing hope..