DONE 🙅🏻

I've been off and on with this guy for 3 years. We have a baby together and one on the way. I've had depression since my early teens and he knows this. I also have BPD and anxiety. Two years ago just about, he cheated on me 4 times with one girl and I stayed. He's hit me and left me to die before when I overdosed on pills I was so done with life because of him. (He left with her that day from MY HOUSE) he's emotionally abused me and has sent nudes to not only other girls he met over downloaded chat apps, but also MALES and claimed he's not gay but on every one I've seen he fills in sexuality "men and woman". I have NO FUCKING IDEA WHY I STAYED but I did. I've shown his parents pictures of bruises and they've also witnessed him hitting me before and don't do shit about it. Not too long ago I had to call the cops because he broke my moms door and he's just about paying off that fine and going to anger management but IT DOESNT HELP. I get called a bitch, whore, dumbass, cunt, twat, inbred (DEFINITELY NOT) on the daily. If I stop messaging him he bombs my phone with calls and texts. If I block him he messages me on fb. If I block him off there he downloads text apps and changes the number the second he realizes I blocked that number also. I can't get rid of him because he already claimed our first baby on his taxes and he KNOWS I need that money for a new car and for her and this new baby and keeps threatening to not give me the money we get for our first baby to help get a new one because he's manipulative. I can't claim her because I don't have a job due to my high depression/anxiety. He can treat me like shit and punish me all he wants but now he's punishing our kids by not allowing me to get a SAFE car for them and he's crossed the line way too many times. He's even told me to abort our first and kill this baby but then turns around and says he doesn't mean it. I've given everything to get nothing. What the hell do I do!? I NEED this car before this new baby arrives. He already pays child support but it BARELY helps get her what she needs in a month. I'm so exhausted and out of options.