stretch marks= crying fit

I have to be honest and say I've temporarily stopped looking at my body bc I get so much anxiety when I see the new stretch marks on my hips. I'm a big girl as it is and the self esteem has never been very high. Tonight as I was getting out of the shower I had a glimpse Of my 7 month belly and what do you know..... new stretch marks all over the right lower side. I immediately started crying and looking more intently and I found more on my left thigh. I'm not vain but for some reason I feel like my husband and others will judge me. My husband honestly could care less but deep down it's more my issue. My body has changed so much in the last few months I feel like I have no control over it.