nerves are setting in

Unfortunately about 8.5 months ago I miscarried ever since I haven't tried to conceive because I was a little bit scared that the same thing would happen again. However I'm sitting next to my boyfriend and he goes didn't you tell me ur period was going to be on the 6th I said yes why and he goes Sylvia today's the 9th. I said maybe I told you the wrong date and so I look and it was supposed to come on the 6th. Still hasn't started yet I have like butterflies in my stomach because I can't wait to test but at the same time I'm trying not to think about it to much because I don't want to test early :)