Repeat C-section or vaginal? opinions please!

Ari💕
I had an emergency c-section 15 months ago. I am now due in October with my second child and I have the choice between a repeat c-section or a vaginal birth. I had a great experience with my cesarean, but I feel like I will always miss the chance to have a vaginal birth. Honestly, I'm more terrified of vaginal currently. I am so afraid to tear! Please give me some experience and advice, thanks!!😁