Don't mean to be a ...

Debbie Downer but sometimes, I don't feel like I matter. I don't feel like anything matters. I think about all of the people who I have been there for and how far I've gone for some people and I feel like no one has ever been that person for me. It's an awful feeling. I used to struggle with self-harm and the urge keeps creeping up on my. Ugh. I just wanna be okay... 😔