I was not prepared for this part

So I knew when I had my baby girl things would change I'd have all kinds of things on my clothes , I'd get very little sleep , and I knew my day would revolve around a little persons need BUT WHAT I WAS NOT EXPECTING WAS THE ALL CONSUMING LONELINESS. I'm talking oh my god when my poor husband gets home I blast him with my day like come on I just want some adult conversation. When I do see friends I don't want to leave cause when I do it's back to me basically talking to myself. Now don't get me wrong I love my little girl who's almost 6mo old. I just miss people I miss adults... please tell me I'm not alone in this that damn sometimes you go to the store just to confirm other people exist. Pic because she is so cute and sweet.