I don't allow my partner to ejaculate.

I am writing this on anonymous to avoid direct hate. I don't allow my boyfriend to ejaculate. It is wrong. I am pro life, and sperm is contained in 'cum' . These sperms are all unique, and different kinds of children. Imagine murdering hundreds of innocent babies with their whole life, literally ahead of them? With so much potential?! Hear me out, the function of sex organs was to reproduce life. Eg ejaculation is literally purposed to deliver sperm to a females egg. It is designed to create humans. To use it against what it was initially designed for is wrong and against the act of God. Humans don't need to ejaculate. Animals don't unless they are having sex? It is purely a man kind want. And it is disgusting. Everything about it is ridiculous. To start off with I caught my boyfriend wanking a few times which i allow but I always tell him off and remind him that if he wants to stay with me then he has to compromise and consider my beliefs. And he completely agrees. After I explained it to him, he never finished again. We have been together nearly 3 years now and he doesn't finish. And he IS FINE! Yes we have sex, but I don't let him finish. And I don't orgasm either because it is unfair. We have an amazing relationship and that just proves that you can save innocent lives, despite what other people think. I hope you all can do the same :)