I feel so depressed right now. Ovia tells me to test today. Yeah. Another BFN 3 or 4 days in a row. I feel so defeated and ready to give up. AF supposed to start the 18th. I know everyone will say just wait til AF but seriously, who isn't impatient??  Does this look good?  Or does it even matter now?  I'm so down I didn't even have a nice Mother's Day. DH made a wonderful bfast. Daughter had to work double shift, son woke me up to say "get up I'm hungry" and none of my step kids said anything. DH is the only one that got me flowers and a card. Maybe AF is coming and that's why I'm in such a pissy mood. I just want to cry. Also, my coverline disappeared 😒