I'm so over these negatives!

We had a miscarriage before we started trying so then we decided to try. Well.... it took us 11 months to get pregnant well that ended up being a chemical pregnancy!!! 😭 well we tried and immediately got pregnant again ... well that ended in miscarriage at 8weeks and it took me 5 and a half weeks to get my period and I'm on cycle day 25 of my first cycle since then and all I'm getting is negatives and I'm really starting to lose hope! I've prayed and prayed about this so much and I am starting to feel like I'm never going to get a full term babygoing to have a full term baby! It's just so depressing! And I know a lot of women feel this way but when is it gonna be my turn 😭😭😭😭