i want another baby 😫😫

Im only 6 months PP but the baby fever is real! I thought i might have been pregnant this week cuz of some symptoms i was having but tests are negative and i was really upset 😭 im EBFin g and havent even started my period back up yet but was hoping im at least ovulating.. or that when i do ill get pregnant. (Not on any birth control and we dont use protection) we arent trying but aren't preventing. Is it bad for me to be actually really sad about this even tho i already have a beautiful 6 month old girl i loveso  much ?❤️ i think the love i have for her and how much i love bein a mommy is why i really want another baby. (Plus i want a boy now) .