Embarrassed to admit

Update:

Thank you for all your encouraging words. The hardest part is admitting to it which is hard because I don't want to think I'm having issues.

That I am going through ppd. I thought I had everything under control but it's not. I'm slowly suffering on the inside. Feeling upset and moody and irritated by the things around me. I am trying my best to be a good mom in taking care of my baby. I constantly fine myself stressed. I have a semi supportive husband who can only tell me to stop crying or stop being so emotional. We live away from both of our families and all we have is one another. Even though I gave birth, I'm not getting any rest, I'm cooking and cleaning, taking care of baby and doing my own laundry. Everything is building up and I'm not feeling good about myself and everything else. I haven't really laughed or smiled the way I used to. I don't feel like myself anymore.