baby fever

Ok so I am a 22 year old type 1 diabetic, and I have had baby fever since I was a child. It's so bad that I literally love looking at baby stuff when I go shopping and on Pinterest and glow almost every night. My boyfriend and I are looking into moving in together, and I am currently getting a job at a daycare center. I want to have a baby. I'm terrified that I can't have kids and maybe that's why my baby fever is so severe, but I don't know. My boyfriend isn't on board, so I know I can't have one yet. But how do I ease this baby fever? Working with children only makes it worse and I have dreamed of being a mom since I was a little girl. Help 😩