sexual assault...
When I was 4 I was sexually abused by my dads friend and my brother... it went on for 2 years and 12 years later I still haven't spoken a word to anyone... I feel like I've left it too late to speak up considering it happened while I was living over seas.... who's going to believe a 16 year old who says she was molested at the age of 4... the thing is I viciously remember every detail of it... I was forced to touch their genitals and forced on my back to only be touched myself... I could never speak up I'm not strong enough and no one would ever believe me.... the past Couple months I've had flashbacks of what happened to me... I started being sexually actively at 11 when I was taken advantage of and from the age 11-14 I had already done stuff with quite a few guys.. until I met my current bf whose 19 and been five gene for almost 3 years . I feel as if because of the trauma I faced as a child that that caused me to act the way now I'm older... I've never told my partner and I don't think I ever could , how am I suppose to bring it up but sometimes it's constantly on my mind and I can't forget it. My life has been ruined since before I even started school... what am I suppose to do because I can't ever speak up :(
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