Ridiculous ??

Is this ridiculous? Or am I tripping? But like my boyfriend never wants to have sex with me.. he never has the urge to make me feel sexy. It was fine at the beginning of the relationship but now I kinda feel really shitty about myself. I'm the one being spontaneous and starting it when I want it. But when I want it and he never wants to give it to me.. and then he rushes it when we do. Like why?

Update: he wants me to give him a strip tease. I think things may actually be getting better 😊