Hate the wait!

So this morning after getting one vfl on a test and what looks like a possible vfl on a second test or my line eyes because TTC has been driving me nuts after several months of trying while it seems everybody I know that isn't necessarily trying, or has only been trying for a month or 2 is now pregnant - I'm starting my few day to week wait to see if it was in fact a positive or if it may have been some weird thing with the tests themselves after having the same thing happen a few months ago and I most definitely was not pregnant - hoping this time I will get my BFP and I had just tested a bit early! After having what was essentially a forced miscarriage at the hands of an abusive ex a couple years ago at 13 wks, this is my first time actually trying to conceive and it is so exciting to both my partner and myself. I am very happy for those who are now pregnant and glad they didn't have to try for as long of course! However it can be frustrating to those of us who have been trying for months or for some couples, several years.