Sometimes I can't stand my baby, like tonight. All she's done is cried and screamed since we've been home, she hasn't even went to bed yet. I've had a really hard time since I've had her but it only seems to be getting worse, when she gets like this it makes my chest feel tight and I just want to let her sit there and cry. I feel like a terrible mother, I love her with everything in me but sometimes I wish I had waited before I had her. I'm just so overwhelmed,angry and upset.

I have no one to turn to or understand me 😭😭