For any and all who have been reading...

I talked to my so tonight about his ex fiancé. About how he lied to me about talking to her (he says he doesn't remember that convo). He says he really didn't lie to me because he was talking to her when we broke up and that was it. (We broke up for a week at the end of May).

He then told me he didn't know she was engaged That she never told him that. That he found out through her ex when he ran into him at the bar. She was only with the guy for 3 months then was engaged.

So I flat out asked him if he was trying to get back with her when we had broken up. He said no. And that it really hurt him for me to even think that. I told him, how could I not think that? When he lied to me? Didn t know she was taken? That we break up for a week and he suddenly reaches out to her?

There was a long silence. Long enough to change the subject. We didn't fight We're just talking.

Then he told me he's noticed I am off lately. I'm more negative. (Have been since he lied to me.)

I just donteven know right now. He's asleep in bed. I'm on the couch watching tv. Trying not to cry. I'm so unhappy. Just unhappy with life in general. I don't know what to do any more.