UPDATE - OT - boudoir shoot

I've had three children in the last 6 years, 2 C-sections, 1 tubal. I'm covered in scars, stretch marks, and my body isn't perfect. BUT my husband and I are about to hit 10 years, and I've been planning a surprise for 6 months!! 

I'm down 25lbs and because of weight lifting, countless inches. I'm toning my arms, lifting my booty, and working on that tummy area. I've got my nail appt set for 2 days before. I'm getting my hair professionally done. My makeup professionally done (I didn't even do this for my wedding!) I've got a photographer who I'm comfortable with, a location, a sitter, and I'm ready!! 

Except I'm nervous and unsure. I'm going to work hard these last two weeks to get my body in the best shape I can, trim a few more lbs, build a bit more muscle. I'm looking for poses or encouragement to get me through. My lingerie for the most part covers my mid section to hide scars and stretch marks. I'm curvy with naturally muscular and shapely legs, but a larger top half and rib cage. I'm a true hourglass, although imperfect. 

All of the poses I find on Pinterest are great for mid 20's never had children very thin women. This isn't me. I'm turning 35 this week and curvy, but not plus size. I need posing help. Has anyone done this before? Throw a gal some assistance?!! 

He doesn't know this is coming. He thinks I'm sexy as hell, especially with the focus I've been giving my health lately. We are so incredibly in love after 3 kids and 10 years and I know he will be shocked as it's out of my comfort zone and thrilled to pieces!

UPDATE: I have a lot of people asking, yes, I did my shoot last night!!! I promised myself I would just go with the flow. I had my makeup done and it seemed like a lot of makeup to me and was way different than I would have done it, but they promised it would translate to camera. The photographer told me it would too. Fingers crossed! My hair was also different but I love and trust my hair dresser. She gave me some waves, old school, pin up style, and I think it turned out nice, just not what I would have expected. 

I'm nervous and anxiously awaiting the photos! I was relaxed for the entire thing and just went for it. Corsets, a backless number, sexy sweater, booty shorts, bra and panty, see through robe, and even topless in a sheet. My ass on full display. I had a shot of tequila when I got there which was all I needed. I knew I'd be nervous. I know my body isn't perfect, but I've worked so hard to lose 26lbs and build muscle and make myself look the best I could at this moment. Sure, I could lose 10 more lbs and wait until next year and hope I felt hotter, but our 10 year anniversary is now, and my husband thinks I'm a hottie! Here's hoping the photos turn out nice! I'll post when I get some. 😊 thanks for the support from CC