Can't stop crying

I'm sorry for this girls.. I just need somewhere to vent. Glow just sent me a message saying its peak day and I should get to it. If only it was that easy.  My husband has no sex drive. We spent an hour yesterday trying and couldn't do it. I feel defeated. I had so much hope an excitement in me... I'd been measuring my BBT, doing OPKs, had my preseed ready. But all of that hope is draining away.. Next month I'm away for work, so our next window of opportunity isn't till March. It may seem like I'm overreacting to some, but I'm just sad and need support.