PMS or Justified?

DH and I go to church separately every sunday. He's on the worship team which is 95% made up his family. So he goes for "practice" which doesn't really happen and he hangs out. Fine. But the last two Sunday's I have ended up sitting by myself. Granted, last time pastor wouldn't let them off of the stage. Ok fine. But today he sits across the sanctuary with his aunt and her minor children. I know he will claim that the "team" was sitting there. But, another married man on the team came and sat with his wife. His younger cousin came and sat with his friend. So why couldn't my husband come sit with me? I don't even want to be at the church. I don't want to go. I end up sitting by myself. I can't get involved at church and he has automatically connected and I feel left behind. So I left. I hope he finds a ride home. Like its easter Sunday...and I have no family or friends at the church. You sit with your wife... Especially since my family couldn't make it and he didn't want to go to them. So I'm left alone.