Depression

Depression has hit again, I've just started a new job and I had to miss today I laid in bed crying and crying and I can't bring myself to get up and get dressed and get on with life. I'm so afraid of losing this job as I love it, I love what I do and people I work for and with :( can someone please give me some advice without telling me to suck it up and get on with it or be an adult and get in with life!