Im at such a weird place in my life. A few years ago i didnt want to be in a relationship because i wanted to be be free, travel, and focus on having fun.​ This mindset allowed me to attract so many people, relationships and friendships, but many of the relationships i had failed because I was careless and the relationship and the other person wanted to make things work.

Now i feel like i want more with someone.​ im a little older and i've had the fun of being free, but is it wrong to want to be with another person now?​ I miss just having one guy, andpeople say all the time that things happen when you least expect it.

maybe Im missing something on the inside thats causing me to crave love and companionship like this.​ so far, every guy that i liked and wanted to be with either had something else going on or wasnt ready to be in a relationship even though they had fallen for me or told me they cared.

is there something im doing wrong?