What should I do?

So I started ttc two months ago and both months have ended in chemical pregnancies, which has been pretty awful to be honest. I'm a bundle of anxiety and have been on dr google non stop since (bad idea - I know but if anyone has had a similar experience, I'd love to hear from you).

Anyway, DH and I are off on holiday this week and we can't work out whether to take a break for a month. Part of me wants to have a nice holiday, enjoy a few cocktails and try not think about ttc for a while but part of me also wants to keep going in case it works out this time (or, at the very least, it doesn't and then I can get referred to a specialist after three losses).

I'm now in my fertile window so i need to decide asap. Any advice ladies? X