Probably really weird....

Took my first pregnancy test today in my life. I took plan b for the second time recently and have had some odd things happening to my body that didn't happen the first time that also resembled very early pregnancy symptoms. It's negative (thank god I just started pre reqs for nursing school and can't afford financially and emotionally to have a child.) We were using condoms, some cum came out the base and got in, so we went and got plan b because I was ovulating. This whole time....I know it's not right to have a baby now, I know this. I wouldn't intentionally, I'm not crazy. But I know that after this, I want to stay with him and have a family with him when we're ready financially. I feel like that's a big step for me mentally and in my relationship to know this is my person I not only want to spend my life with, but create life with.