My due date passed

I faced the second hardest day since I lost my son. The 21st was my due date. It's so hard to think that I am still setting with empty arms. I miss my sweet boy more with everyday that passes. My family and I released balloons at his grave on his due date. Sending little notes to heaven for him. I thought I would share the pictures with others that have angels. Also I am in the process of getting him a headstone. It hurts to think I should be buying him clothes and diapers etc, but instead I am decorating his grave. 😔