Frustrated!!!!!

I cant get off.

I get horny I guess but once I begin having sex I’m not anymore.

It’s frustrating.

Ive never felt pleasure with my man.

But we just started having sex in December/January. (Note: we have only ever been with each other. So we’ve lost our virginities to each other).

The first time we ever had sex he said it was like his soul was leaving his body.

And I’m just over here like “must be nice”

He knows that I don’t ever get off.

So he tries really hard. To turn me on. It never works.

We used to do little things but I’ve never gotten turned on by fingering or receiving head.

We have been together for FIVE YEARS. And I’m jealous that he feels so much pleasure and I don’t.

But I try not to be selfish. I’ve always had sex with him every time he’s wanted to, always have him head and hand jobs. Like I always please him.

I just feel jealous.

Does anyone have ANY tips.

Also, it’s not that I don’t find him attractive cause I do 😍

But nothing turns me on. And I’m starting to feel like a freak.

I’m wondering if this is was asexual is? And I have to deal with

it????

P.S- he has been so caring and patient with me. He’s trying really hard and I don’t think it’s his fault. I think it’s my body’s. Scratch that I KNOW it’s not his fault. I just can’t seem to find the problem