Rant!!!

My baby girl is 6 months and I have been home with her since she was born and I just recently got a job which means putting her in daycare and I am not ready!!! I have anxiety and start crying just thinking about it. She is EBF....I have tried bottles and sippy cups but she won't take either and she always wants to be with me. She has acid reflux so it's been hard trying to feed her different baby foods because most have citrus acid which makes her vomit. I'm not ready to take the job and I honestly did not think it would happen so fast. I have nobody close to watch her and it's bumming me out! I'm trying not to think negative but this day an age I have to. It's too many crazy people out there and I feel like I'm putting my daughter at risk because she's not able to defend her self. I know it's plenty of parents that take the risk on a daily because they have to but it's the what if that kills me. I will go completely ape shit if something happened to my daughter and I'm not trying to go to jail. I just don't know what to do! Im trying to be okay with it but I'm really not. 😪😪😪