All my friends moan about boys talking to them and while at the cinema last night watching The Duff, my friend turned round and said how she felt sorry for her (main character) because she understands what she is going through. Recently, I had to listen to that friend go on and on about this one boy who wouldn't leave her alone because he kept calling her beautiful/sexy/gorgeous (the list can go on forever). What she doesn't understand is that I have never been called any of those words by a boy in my life. I have never kissed anyone and I am 16, nearly 17. 

I never show my friends how much it hurts or talk about it to them because I feel so pathetic and I don't want to sound desperate. Watching that movie last night, I couldn't stop crying because now I realise that I am the Duff of my friendship group. 😒