Gotta get it off my chest 😓

well so a couple of months ago I was dating this guy. We were super close but he wanted to start getting sexual and me being my crazy ass was like SHITTT WHATCHA WANNA DO ?! Lol I’m kidding , I was hella nervous and he wanted head. So yea that happened I gave him head . And so then after that he was wanting more and more and was like wanting sex and I didn’t wanna do it bc I wanted to wait till after I graduate and so he broke up with me. After that he’s like I miss u blah blah blah and I’m juss like hoe b gone ain’t nobody got time for your spongebob looking ass . So anyways that’s all I had to get off my chest