just ranting...

Idk wth is wrong w/ my body.

When my bf &I; got together everything was a total mess but I stuck around. Hes young &has; 3 children &was; previously married. I fell in love w/ his children &began; riding on the baby fever train 😒......so we always talk about having another. I think I want it more than he does though bc this would be MY 1ST! So I got this app to keep track of my cycle &ovulation; days. &still; nothing 😔 I mean its sorta depressing...

this cycle is due within 11 or 10 days which means im only a couple days off ovulation &i; went to the restroom today &BOOM; im bleeding 😡😡😡😡😡 ugh!! I think this is my last time wishing hoping praying for my little miracle...itll happen but obviously now 💁