I don’t know what I am!

So guys I don’t know if the feeling i have is correct or not but I’m having doubts about ma self.

I’ve been with so many men and I never had any kind of feeling for any of them and that scares me unfortunately I’m living in a country that lesbians and gays aren’t approved and that is something bad like people will stare at you and call the cops that kind of bad and I’m scared i may be a lesbian cuz i get attached to my female friends real quick I don’t know what I am amd i need help.