prayers please</3

this is my reality at this point. I'm starting too believe this will be it for my family and I and I am trying so hard too keep us together. I don't know what else too do I don't.. I just don't.. I am falling apart at this point. I keep hearing my parents say this is it and it's making me mad like they're seriously giving up!!!! I just want to slap all three of them and tell them to get there asses up and work harder than before!!! I am! why aren't they just why💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I just want to continue crying guys. again thank u for listening, thank u for the prayers. happy holidays too u all. sorry if this is in the wrong room.