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FLAT POOP 😭 please please help

Ok so a little information!!! I had a baby in December 24th Who is now 11months old tomorrow and ever since a few months after giving birth I’ve had problems pooing! So I’ve had a scan done cause I was getting bad tummy pains and constipation and not pooing properly. I then had to see a specialist and he said I had a lot of stool in my stomach and gave me moviprep to clean out my Bowles to have a COLONOSCOPY scan which was a camera up my bum to see inside and what is going on. They couldn’t see what was wrong with me so put it down to constipation and I have to go back in February to see a specialty so yes it’s been almost a year of this now 😭 I just don’t feel right in myself. Any opinions what it could be? I’m so scared 😭 I’m sorry for posting this but when I am able to finally poo it looks like this : FLAT and weird and smells really bad. I am constantly bloated and get really bad stomach pains i have to lay down to try and calm the pains down