Rant: Bad Language Ahead

Hell no. You little fucking bitch shut the fuck up.

First of all, let me give you some back story. This girl is 18 and has two kids, not a big deal as long as you take care of them even though it really hit a nerve with me that she tried to conceive both of these kids. She doesn't work even though the state would pay for her child care and instead just dates guys who works in the plants to raise her kids. I met her because she is dating my fiance's best friend and he is the father to the second son. Her first son will be 2 in January and her youngest will be 1 in April. Her boyfriend is 21 like my fiance and I. He loves her first born like his own and does everything to ensure that they get taken care of however he didn't make enough to support them and then they conceived their second child. She was my first friend here so up until recently I have been super supportive. However this is stupid out of hand.

I used to watch both of her kids almost every week because of one thing or another. They were sick, they hadn't gotten any sleep, they wanted to go out, whatever it was I watched them with maybe an hours notice. They would come drop them off or I'd go pick them up and their kids would spend the night at my house. On average I would get them by 10am and even if I called and said I had to go do something and I couldn't take their kids or I became sick overnight they would throw a fit about it and would refuse to get them till later so like 3pm the next day. I usually took it and would just find a way to deal. I love those kids even though her oldest is in his biting phase. This went on for over a month and a half. I did this all for free. No one paid me and often I had to go buy milk or food for her them and never got paid back. Now fast forward to 3 weeks ago. I had refused to watch them because I was sick. I had gotten a bad cough from the boys, I was congested, and throwing up. She got mad at me for saying no even though they had just started getting over theirs and I didn't want to make it worse. I found out a week later that I was pregnant. I was so excited and told her almost immeditetly because I was trying long before they tried for their second. She was excited but there has been several times she has asked me to watch them and I am just not up for it. I have morning sickness still and I am exhausted. I sleep most of the day and do not have the energy to chase her toddler and her now crawler around the house. Might I add that she had her mom watching her oldest for a large majority of her pregnacy because of how she felt. Now here we are last night she sent me a message asking me to watch her kids next week.

I did not say no. I only said I needed to really think about it because I still have a bite mark on my boob from before I found out I was pregnant from her toddler and I just do not feel good. I have been moody and I wasn't sure it was the best idea. However she is literally ignoring me now because I said I needed to think about it. Seriously? When I first met her I came over to her house to take care of her son everytime she had a cold, was tired, couldn't handle the teething, everything. Her son after not seeing me for 2 months because we made a temporary move to a different state when I walked back into that house he immediately threw his arms up and ran to me (He wasn't even walking when I left). He then of course had to walk me through the entire house. Her kids know me by heart because I am always around and recently I think I have seen their mother for a total of 4 hours in 4 months however I see them all the time. This is bullshit. She is acting like I do not care or that I am never there. Screw her. Her best friends that she has known all her life won't even watch them for a couple of hours. She has overused her mom so much that she refuses now. If you cannot afford to find a babysitter then schedule only during times you have someone to watch your kids. She knew about this for months and has been trying to hint for me to do it. I never said yes because I know how she is. One night would turn into 3. She always has an excuse.