Okay so I have a question

Cheyenne • Just be yourself because everyone else is already take,and be strong when other can’t be stay faithful and trust in god keep it 💯😍🙏🏼♥️🔐 I love Brian jus hadda say it

So I am 17 and yesterday is the first time I gave head to my bf and it was sooooo awkward is it supposed to be that way bc I’ve been told that if u love each other it shouldn’t be am I doing something wrong?and will it get easier and less awkward over time?