Addicted to food...

Please help me. I am horribly addicted to food and morbidly obese due to it. I think I have a serious psychological problem. I eat when I’m happy, sad, stressed, etc etc. All of my comfort is in food. I need to lose this damn weight because I KNOW I’m gross and disgusting. :( I’ve honestly thought of commuting suicide due to this. I gain weight so quickly but it takes me forever to lose it. I’m just at a loss. Please don’t make fun of me, btw. I know I’m gross. :( What you’re seeing is a side view.