Boyfriend watches porn

Hi guys,

I really need help. I am consumed with worry about this.

I guess I always knew my boyfriend watched porn. But I've really let this get to me. I was using his phone to google something, and recent searches came up as "xnxx" (a porn site), and it came up, that he had searched for "brunette, big tits, glasses".

Firstly, I was upset because he looked it up Monday morning after his night shift. Now, we had sex Sunday morning (after his night shift) and he couldn't cum, said he was too tired about night shift). But yet he was able to wank off to porn Monday morning after night shift?! And also makes me feel shit because I tried to have sex with him Monday arvo but he couldn't cum.

It also makes me feel shit that he searched for big tits, and I myself am only a b cup :(

Please help