All the emotions!!

So this just happened. I'm excited, scared and nervous at the same time. I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy back in May 2017. I didn't know I was pregnant and then 2 days after I found out, I had a miscarriage. It was hard because exactly a week later my bestfriend found out she was pregnant, I was happy but sad..i had to watch her experience all the things I would have gone through! So I'm just really nervous. Also my husband and I had plans to travel next year...outside of the country...we might have to see about that! Ladies please keep your fingers crossed for me.